My dream car for the moment

My dream car for the moment is
Toyota Highlander Hybrid Limited 2009.
Link to official site

With modifications made, it would probably cost USD$ 45000 to 50000.
270BP of horsepower, and what is more, it is equipped with a hybrid engine which saves up fuel cost and is environmental friendly. Everything sounds good. Just that I don't have the money.

自分探しの旅 － 尋找Downtown的故事

自分探しの旅　－　尋找Downtown的故事

序

答えを探すために、少年は旅を出た。前の危険は承知の上です。たとえ命を賭けでも、答えを見つけない可能性は十分あります。それでも、少年は止める事ができん。なぜなら、その答えは少年にとって、自分の存在より重要で事たげだ。

問おう。
どうしてだれにも嫌いされますか？
なぜ生きているのか？
なんの理由で存在しているのか？

なぜモテないのか？！　（本音）

マイケルのちいちぃな大冒険
追い出されてから、自分一人で一番危ない場所　―　DOWNTOWNを行くと思う少年は誰も止まらん。その修羅場へ行くためにはバースを乗なければならない。マクドナルドの近くにバースステーショーがあります。勇気を持て、二十分も待ているけど、バースはまだ来ない。「ああ、面倒くさいな。はやく来ないかな。諦めちゅかな～」そう少年は思うた。でも、少年はそう思うて、ずっと待ってだ。ずっと。
やっと、バースがきった。

「あぁ、学生カード、忘れた。」それが無い限り、バースは無料にならない。そして、少年は家に戻だ。

そして、二度と出掛けないだ。

マイケルのちいちぃな冒険 ・お・わ・り・
Duration: 40 min.
-Mission Failed-
Retry/Quit?

マイケルの小さな大冒険
RETRY
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そして、少年は家に戻だ。
学生カードをゲートあと、少年は再び出掛けるだ。
今度バースは前より遅い。
「遅いな。。。やっば諦めるかな。家を戻て、コミカでも見るかな～」少年は思うた。

-To be continued-
Duration: 5 hours.
-Mission completed-
Congratulations!
Mission completed with normal difficulty.
Difficulty ‘hard’ unlocked.
Gallery unlocked.
Normal end unlocked.

カースト：
マイケル
マイケルです
マイケルですよ
マイケルですって
マイケルですってば！
マイケルですってばと言います
マイケルですってばと言いている
マイケルですってばと言いているのよ
マイケルですってばと言いているのよ、このぽけ
マイケルですってばと言いているのよ、この頭悪いぽけ
マイケルですってばと言いているのよ、この頭悪いぽけ、ばか
マイケルですってばと言いているのよ、この頭悪いぽけ、ばか野郎
マイケルですってばと言いているのよ、この頭悪いぽけ、ばか野郎、変態、スゲベ、ストーか、憎い虫、ゴミ、一刻も早く捨てばいいのジャンク！

Thank you!

マイケルの大きいな小冒険
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学生カードを落とすのは、宇宙人の陰謀ただ。
「なるほど。だから中国は最近あまりも多い衛星を宇宙へ送るか。」
博士エイダはオナニをしているながら、意味不明の事を言った。
そして、彼は笑った。
それは、彼がオナニを楽しいているのか、それでもこの結論を満足しているのか、まったく知らない。

そして、舞台は、宇宙へ。。。。。。。。
-To be continued-
Duration: 10 years
-Mission completed-
Congratulations!
Mission completed with hard difficulty.
Gallery unlocked.
Cinematic unlocked.
True end unlocked.

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この小さな小説はまだ完了ではありません。大事の中身はまだ考えています。
TYPINGも大変です。私って、結構だめですね。はい、だめ人間です。やーほー

まぁ、時間があるなら、MISSION再開かな、かな？

Facing the music

Come on, Michael. Let's face the music. You are not at all appealing, you have virtually no charm. Your intelligence is only slighter better than a bare rock, and is constantly revealed to your peers by your dumb act. You have absolutely no clue about how to maintain inter-personal relationships, nor do you know how to initiate one. And that is the central culprit of your critical deficiency of self-confidence. The belief that people talk to you not because they wanted to, but only because they have to, further drives people away from you. Thus, the only thing that you can linger to, building an airy vanity of false superiority, is the delicate image that you attempted to project- that you are at least capable of working harder than others. But that only shields you more from friendly approaches. And there is then an infinite loop of vicious circle, as further failure in networking annihilates the already depleted poise. Now that you are aware of it, it is already too late, tardus, which in Verzweiflung geraten. Envy, jealousy, discontent and rage towards yourself are all that you could seize. Then you always ran away by promising and rationalizing that you would do better the next time, never being aware of the heartrending fact that there is something that only happens once.

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Recognizing one's deficiencies is the first step towards overcoming them. Above I put forward my weaknesses as plainly as I could. The next step would obviously be remedying them. I have totally no idea about whether I would be able to, nor do I discern how long the remediation would takes. Nevertheless, I got to be strong, this time not because I am compelled to, but solely based on my sincere desire. Be STRONG is all I want.

Alienation

Michael is constantly being alienated due to his stupidity, and more importantly the incompatibility between him and many people. Being accused as a disseminator of the deadly virus Michael-phobia, he cannot but has been avoided by many individuals at all costs, or is mistreated deliberately or unintentionally.

Once again he has never been more aware of the sad fact that he is such a fool, that he always want to turn back time and redo everything. But he cannot, that is why he regrets. Nonetheless, he is going to engrave the lesson in his mind, and learn it by heart; so that if there is a similar chance in the future, he would grasp it firmly; so that if there is a second life, he would live with less regrets.

REMEMBER!