Monday, November 1, 2010

Arbitrary thoughts in illogical mind (by erratic me)






Dissatisfaction akin to billow

Just when our youthful time flies like an arrow, and while we worked to the marrow , our faces are climbed with deep furrow , our skin had never been as sallow ; our vision in no ways too narrow; our minds by all means so shallow - and life is in truth desperately hollow, with our hearts fully packed with sorrow – but then we still mindlessly follow, convincing ourselves we are acting mellow : lying ourselves willingly under the harrow , as if we are dutiful hallow – and then be trampled upon like yarrow , in time burying ourselves under the barrow …

So, please rise my fellow - together we shall bellow, unleashing agony to the ruthless miser to gallow ! "That despite we might be callow , we well deserve a fallow !" High time it is we stand from our burrow , and refrain from ever wallow ! Wait no until tomorrow, for tonight's sweet dreams on pillow!

Written by hopeless miChaeL

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Comments
For those of you so kind and worrying whether I am somehow unhappy – worry no more, I am as pessimistic as usual. Though happiness is not the case in my new firm, neither is painful suffering.

For those of you so mean and speculating whether I am in some way wacky – question no more, I am as barmy as usual. Well, more than ever.

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Afterthoughts and Disclaimer
I have to plainly admit that I am amazed by the number of words that ends with ‘– llow” or “- rrow”, and even more by the fact that most of them are negative in meaning.

I wrote this just for fun. Can’t believe I had spent almost a full day writing up this sxxt. Well, let bygone by bygone. Killing time idiotically is the right (and duty) for those who are (or believe they are) young. Wakaka

I am not responsible for any spelling or grammatical or logical mistakes contained herein, as what I did was just randomly BURROW ‘– llow” or “- rrow” words from the dictionary and attempt to string these words as much as possible to make some (or no) sense.

Ummm... well you are of course most welcomed to ridicule me, but just don't laugh too loud and tell everybody else. Everybody got some truly embarrassing moments, right?

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Work to the marrow - analogy to “work to the bone”, meaning: “work very hard”, source: Thesaurus.com
Furrow, meaning: “犁溝,皺紋”, source: pydict data
Sallow, meaning: “灰色的,蒼白的,氣色不好的”, source: pydict data
Mellow, meaning: “成熟的,醇的,熟練的”, source: pydict data
Under the harrow, meaning: “subjected to actual torture with a toothed instrument”, source: Webster’s Revised Unabridged Dictionary
Hallow, meaning: “神聖聖徒”, source: pydict data
Yarrow, meaning: “西洋蓍草”, source: pydict data
Barrow, meaning: “古墓”, source: pydict data
Agony, meaning: “苦惱,痛苦,劇痛,陣痛,極度的痛苦”, source: pydict data
Gallow, meaning: “to fright or terrify”, source: pydict data
Callow, meaning: “年輕而無經驗的”, source: pydict data
Fallow, meaning: “休耕”, source: pydict data
Burrow, meaning: “洞穴,藏身處”, source: pydict data
Wallow, meaning: “墮落”, source: pydict data

Saturday, September 11, 2010

我也隨便UPDATE一下吧...

好像老叫人Update BLOG自己倒幾個月完全沒有寫過什麼了 @_@
就隨便亂寫一些什麼吧.

I bet many of you, my friends, have noticed somehow, either directly from me or indirectly from your friends, that I had made an indeed very important decision. It could potentially be the turning point of my remaining life, and that is to - pursue another walk of life.

After all Big 4 accounting firm is too unbearable for a coward ( in terms of not being able to refuse unreasonable request) and junk (in terms of competence) like me...who no longer wish to pay indefinitely for little, or nothing.

From the very first beginning, I was being told that I am "unlucky" to be selected under "him" - and that my future would be all gloom and doom provided that I shall stay.

I never thought that could be true or took it seriously for the first 3 months. I was still naïve enough to still have faith in the old equation - output being proportional to input. No matter how small the factor could be.

Wrong. I was completely erroneous. Just like when I had always been the last one to leave office among colleagues of the same grade consistently, just like when I have to work on every single Saturday and Sunday, just at times when I showed up in the office on public holiday almost on my own, and when I am scolded for nothing (at least I believe). And at times when I cannot stand for the pain and sack myself, the immediate cancellation of training course and demanding of the full reimbursement of course fee of 13K.

Loser. I am a DAMN loser. I lose each and everything from the very first beginning – and til the end.

Now I need to “stop loss”. Hard to say whether my decision is correct or not – and when I am able to say so by looking backward a few years later, everything would be too late.

I may regret for the decision that I made today. But…sigh. I have no choice.

I hope, for this time, I shall have some luck...please!
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本來係想用中文打既...不過打左一陣覺得打中文好煩, 同埋啲中文好"英文", 語意狗屁不通...索性用英文算了.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Hopeless song, composed by desperate staff

Sunday, Saturday, Father’s day, Holiday~♪ Working every day~♬ (duo) Working the whole day~♫ (together) all hopes just fade~♩ when is my last day!♭

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

為何總是學不會放棄希望...

為何總是學不會放棄希望...所以我永遠只會一次比一次更失望, 更絕望.

FAILED.

Yet again been wiped out as useless & hateful weed, now all I unleashed out is repent & lamentable weep.

I failed my boss, my seniors, my colleagues, my family, my friends, everybody including myself, for everytime- I swore to did my very best; to go all out, for WHATEVER it takes. Whatever. Yet I failed. My only effort was paid to saying empty words.

COMPLETE FAILURE. Again and again.

Now that I know -
I could never learn from my painful lessons - that in this world nothing could be worst; it would just get worse and worse, ever and forever.

If there is one man that I could kill at this moment...

Thursday, May 13, 2010

有苦自己知, lol



第一次係現實中聽到醫生好認真咁講:

1. 你幾時要放病假, 就隨時搵我啦.
2. 老實講, 呢個病係無藥醫既.
3. 依家俾你食既藥都剩係治標唔治本既...都係要靠你自己

好似拍戲咁, 忍唔住差D想笑, 哈哈

第一次係朝9晚六咁返工, 不過係請住病假黎做既~
聽日又係有病假紙都照要返, 哈哈, 真係有苦自己知.XD

死撐死撐死撐再死撐...依家撐到血壓爆煲變左高血壓 @@
一日頭痛到要食兩粒必理痛, 要食安眠藥先訓得著... T_T
應該差唔多可以釘蓋啦?!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

内容がない、完全失格の文

前書き

“労働者の日”でも働くを要求されているのは重大の意味の示している――
それはあなたがやつにとっては労働者ではなく-いな、人すらなく
ただの犬に過ぎんない、それも、人生の負け犬さ。

内容

―大事の中身がいない-

あとがき

Tentationem so unbearable, 歹誌代條524.
だから言下有卜,門旁倚月.
Himmel じゃなくてもgracias.
Adiós Gaia, Bonjour Avalon.

Monday, March 22, 2010

預先訂立假期玩樂大計!

黎緊既復活節假PLAN會留係香港附近…(因為無錢&復活節機票好似會貴)
希望可以同d朋友re下u, 食下飯, 吹下水, 行下街, 睇下戲(愛麗絲你唔好落住啊), 買下野同埋最重要既...
踩下冰!!!霎時之間好想踩(上次什至踩完5個鐘單車仲唸住自己一條友去毒(獨)踩, 不過turn out肴左)
或者可以去下長洲食下野就正啦!
去琛圳食個小肥羊打下機篤下波更加好..XD
過埋大海去澳門都ok啊!!!反正未去過(都愧為香港人啦...)&船票應該唔會點加價掛...
無得去既話就租架車仔去西貢食海鮮釣下魚都好NICE (前提係我敢揸+你敢搭)
好似好過份? 唔對自己好啲點撑個PEAK啊!!!俾我放肆下啦!

至於考試假...當然係要溫書啦!(不過去左一個星期旅行先啦!)
近近地去下台灣就一百個滿足啦 (搭下飛機先有遠行既感覺!!!)
有無人有興趣陪我癲下?!XDDDD
(可能D人有錢到去歐遊...不過我D窮鬼去台灣就夠ga啦)

唔知有幾多%realize到呢...呢個MICHAELの野望 lol

Sunday, February 14, 2010

The most romantic word on world

According to the "Today Translations"

1. Amour (French) [Love]

2. Amore (Italian) [Love]

3. Bellissima (Italian) [Beautiful]

4. Tesoro (Italian) [Darling]

and the LAST:
X. 私はあなたを愛します。(Japanese) [I love you]

Saturday, February 13, 2010

易壞Tag Line_updated after first job reported

PK first! Quantity in everything we do...

我呢個禮拜收JOB -
星期一 - 9:30AM to 4:00AM
星期二 - 9:00 AM to 2:00 AM
星期三 - 9:00 AM to 3:30 AM
星期四 - 9:30 AM to 1:00 AM
星期五 - 9:30 AM to 1:00 AM

不停咁做...
都係做啲 OL野, 怒影印, SCAN, 打孔, WAN野...
完全係小學生都識做既野. 個POINT係都要做到兩三點.
我讀左廿幾年書, 竟然係咁, 真係折墮!

日日做到咁夜, 其實早已過左我既極限. 個人渾渾噩噩, 都唔知自己做咩, 啲好簡單既野都會做錯.

依家我一日既樂趣就係同啲SA1食LUNCH食DINNER互相吐下苦水...
無左呢樣野我真係頂唔住GA, 大家唔好嫌棄我太煩太負面拋棄我啊.

遲啲有隻仲鑊既JOB, 聽講上年既SA1做到9個星期無放過假, 一個星期無返屋企...今年個帶JOB既勁SENIOR又走, 得番個好變態既MANAGER會落JOB...都唔知點捱.

我依家捱唔住走既話好似好樣衰咁...不過我唔想死住啊~

其實認真D咁諗, 我就算捱到, 攞到個牌可以三年走...又點?
之前做到幾鑊都無人知, 人人都係覺得7點鐘放工既FI AUDITOR勁啲.
要出黎搵工, 三年AUDIT EXPERIENCE既人成條街都係. 點夠人競爭?!

走唔到就唯有留係呢個地獄度, 幾時做到暈左要CALL白車, 死左要CALL黑車都唔知! 無朋友無屋企無女朋友無生活無人生意義咁樣一世!

諗到都恐怖! 所以話祝人係度步步高昇係最惡毒既咀咒黎GA!

我要走, 愈快愈好! 快啲俾我搵到好工筍工啊!!!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

易壞Tag Line

PK first! Quantity in everything we do...

我呢個禮拜開JOB -
星期一 - 9:30AM to 11:30PM
星期二 - 9:00 AM to 1:30AM
星期三 - 9:00 AM to 2:00 AM
星期四 - 9:00 AM to 2:30 AM
星期五 - 9:30 AM to 11:30 PM
星期六 - 11:00 AM to 7:30 PM
不停咁做...做左兩間DORMANT COM外加一個C Section...
一秒鐘OT都無得篤...
好彩少少既係SENIOR都係好人, 肯教, 有時都會搞下笑; 重點係會食飯

做到頭痛, 頸痛, 腳痛, 胃痛...
剝甩左蛀左好耐既智慧齒, 一邊按住一邊做, 想嘔都係要死忍... 真係好耐無試過咁辛苦啦!

阿媽見到我捱得咁殘, 係咁叫我快D搵過第二份工, 辭左唔好做...
不過我諗要攞牌係點都焗住三年好難走...依家唯有睇下情況啦, 再惡劣D既話我真係放棄算啦.
我先唔要連條命都俾埋間連一丁點OT, ALLOWANCE都吝惜既賤格公司!

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P.S.
各位同事, 睇完請唔好四圍唱我講公司壞話; 我仲未搵到工. 俾我搵到既話隨便你點唱, 要我sign off埋都仲得!
你如果覺得你仲惡頂過我, 唔好話我係度曬. 我理得你係咪通頂通左一個月, 人人既忍耐力都係唔同既. 做得夜過我好叻咩? 我地呢間公司係無人多謝你ga, 只會係你做唔曬D野/做錯野既時候怪責你ga ja!!! 你仲要幫佢博命?! 醒下喇!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

MBTI 職業性格測試報告

From: http://8word.net/test/mbti/test.htm

分析:您的性格類型是「ENFJ」( 教育家 )

溫情,有同情心,反應敏捷,有責任感。非常關注別人的情緒、需要和動機。善於發現他人的潛能,並希望能幫助他們實現。能夠成為個人或群體成長和進步的催化劑。忠誠,對讚美和批評都能做出積極地回應。友善、好 社交。在團體中能很好地幫助他人,並有鼓舞他人的領導能力。 ENFJ型的人熱愛人類,他們認為人的感情是最重要的。而且他們很自然地關心別人,以熱情的態度對待生命,感受與個人相關的所有事物。由於他們很理想化,按照自己的價值觀生活,因此ENFJ型的人對於他們所尊重和敬佩的人、事業和機構非常忠誠。他們精力充沛、滿腔熱情、富有責任感、勤勤勤懇懇、鍥而不捨。 ENFJ型的人具有自我批評的自然傾向。然而,他們對他人的情感具有責任心,所以ENFJ型的人很少在公共場合批評人。他們敏銳地意識到什麼是(或不是)合適的行為。他們彬彬有禮、富有魅力、討人喜歡、深諳社會。ENFJ型的人具有平和的性格與忍耐力,他們長於外交,擅長在自己的周圍激發幽默感。他們是天然的領導者,受人歡迎而有魅 力。他們常常得利於自己口頭表達的天份,願意成為出色的傳播工作者。 ENFJ型的人在自已對情況感受的基礎上做決定,而不是基於事實本身。他們對顯而易見的事物之外的可能性,以及這些可能性以怎樣的方式影響他人感興趣。 ENFJ型的人天生具有條理性,他們喜歡一種有安排的世界,並且希望別人也是如此。即使其他人正在做決定,他們還是喜歡把問題解決了。 ENFJ型的人富有同情心和理解力,願意培養和支持他人。他們能很好地理解別人,有責任感和關心他人。由於他們是理想主義者,因此他們通常能看到別人身上的優點。

您適合的領域有:培訓、諮詢、教育、新聞傳播、公共關係、文化藝術

您適合的職業有:

* 人力資源培訓主任
* 銷售經理
* 小企業經理
* 程序設計員
* 生態旅遊業專家
* 廣告客戶經理
* 公關專業人士
* 協調人
* 交流總裁
* 作家/記者
* 非營利機構總裁
* 雜誌編輯
* 電視製片人
* 市場專員
* 社會工作者
* 人力資源管理
* 職業指導顧問
* 心理咨詢工作者
* 大學教師(人文學科類)
* 教育學、心理學研究人員
* 撰稿人
* 節目主持人(新聞、採訪類)
* 公共關係專家
* 社會活動家
* 文藝工作者
* 平面設計師
* 畫家
* 音樂家

雖然我覺得是有點兒準...可是測試結果跟我現在的工作完全沒關係耶...T_T"

畫家, 音樂家, 社會工作者,
教育家...怎麼全部都是沒什麼錢途的職業啊!!! (翻桌)
(對不起, 我很市儈 OTL)

Sunday, January 3, 2010

新年新大計

2010 Year Plan

No.

Period

Goal

Status

1

Jan to Jun

Stay alive for the peak


2

Jun to Jul

Pass MB, MD & attempt final with adequate effort


3

Aug to Oct

Obtain motorbike driving license/ learn a new sport


4

Sept

Pass all QP exams & be qualified for Q pay


5

Oct

Receive positive feedback, get promoted to SA2


6

Oct to Dec

Revise and attempt JP level 2



While 4 of the above are career related, I still leave myself some room for 2 more personal goals to achieve. I hope, and would strive to achieve ALL of the above with all my best!

May the holy, and mighty God shed lights on my path, and provide me with enough courage and determination. Amen!