Monday, November 1, 2010

Arbitrary thoughts in illogical mind (by erratic me)






Dissatisfaction akin to billow

Just when our youthful time flies like an arrow, and while we worked to the marrow , our faces are climbed with deep furrow , our skin had never been as sallow ; our vision in no ways too narrow; our minds by all means so shallow - and life is in truth desperately hollow, with our hearts fully packed with sorrow – but then we still mindlessly follow, convincing ourselves we are acting mellow : lying ourselves willingly under the harrow , as if we are dutiful hallow – and then be trampled upon like yarrow , in time burying ourselves under the barrow …

So, please rise my fellow - together we shall bellow, unleashing agony to the ruthless miser to gallow ! "That despite we might be callow , we well deserve a fallow !" High time it is we stand from our burrow , and refrain from ever wallow ! Wait no until tomorrow, for tonight's sweet dreams on pillow!

Written by hopeless miChaeL

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Comments
For those of you so kind and worrying whether I am somehow unhappy – worry no more, I am as pessimistic as usual. Though happiness is not the case in my new firm, neither is painful suffering.

For those of you so mean and speculating whether I am in some way wacky – question no more, I am as barmy as usual. Well, more than ever.

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Afterthoughts and Disclaimer
I have to plainly admit that I am amazed by the number of words that ends with ‘– llow” or “- rrow”, and even more by the fact that most of them are negative in meaning.

I wrote this just for fun. Can’t believe I had spent almost a full day writing up this sxxt. Well, let bygone by bygone. Killing time idiotically is the right (and duty) for those who are (or believe they are) young. Wakaka

I am not responsible for any spelling or grammatical or logical mistakes contained herein, as what I did was just randomly BURROW ‘– llow” or “- rrow” words from the dictionary and attempt to string these words as much as possible to make some (or no) sense.

Ummm... well you are of course most welcomed to ridicule me, but just don't laugh too loud and tell everybody else. Everybody got some truly embarrassing moments, right?

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Work to the marrow - analogy to “work to the bone”, meaning: “work very hard”, source: Thesaurus.com
Furrow, meaning: “犁溝,皺紋”, source: pydict data
Sallow, meaning: “灰色的,蒼白的,氣色不好的”, source: pydict data
Mellow, meaning: “成熟的,醇的,熟練的”, source: pydict data
Under the harrow, meaning: “subjected to actual torture with a toothed instrument”, source: Webster’s Revised Unabridged Dictionary
Hallow, meaning: “神聖聖徒”, source: pydict data
Yarrow, meaning: “西洋蓍草”, source: pydict data
Barrow, meaning: “古墓”, source: pydict data
Agony, meaning: “苦惱,痛苦,劇痛,陣痛,極度的痛苦”, source: pydict data
Gallow, meaning: “to fright or terrify”, source: pydict data
Callow, meaning: “年輕而無經驗的”, source: pydict data
Fallow, meaning: “休耕”, source: pydict data
Burrow, meaning: “洞穴,藏身處”, source: pydict data
Wallow, meaning: “墮落”, source: pydict data

Saturday, September 11, 2010

我也隨便UPDATE一下吧...

好像老叫人Update BLOG自己倒幾個月完全沒有寫過什麼了 @_@
就隨便亂寫一些什麼吧.

I bet many of you, my friends, have noticed somehow, either directly from me or indirectly from your friends, that I had made an indeed very important decision. It could potentially be the turning point of my remaining life, and that is to - pursue another walk of life.

After all Big 4 accounting firm is too unbearable for a coward ( in terms of not being able to refuse unreasonable request) and junk (in terms of competence) like me...who no longer wish to pay indefinitely for little, or nothing.

From the very first beginning, I was being told that I am "unlucky" to be selected under "him" - and that my future would be all gloom and doom provided that I shall stay.

I never thought that could be true or took it seriously for the first 3 months. I was still naïve enough to still have faith in the old equation - output being proportional to input. No matter how small the factor could be.

Wrong. I was completely erroneous. Just like when I had always been the last one to leave office among colleagues of the same grade consistently, just like when I have to work on every single Saturday and Sunday, just at times when I showed up in the office on public holiday almost on my own, and when I am scolded for nothing (at least I believe). And at times when I cannot stand for the pain and sack myself, the immediate cancellation of training course and demanding of the full reimbursement of course fee of 13K.

Loser. I am a DAMN loser. I lose each and everything from the very first beginning – and til the end.

Now I need to “stop loss”. Hard to say whether my decision is correct or not – and when I am able to say so by looking backward a few years later, everything would be too late.

I may regret for the decision that I made today. But…sigh. I have no choice.

I hope, for this time, I shall have some luck...please!
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本來係想用中文打既...不過打左一陣覺得打中文好煩, 同埋啲中文好"英文", 語意狗屁不通...索性用英文算了.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Hopeless song, composed by desperate staff

Sunday, Saturday, Father’s day, Holiday~♪ Working every day~♬ (duo) Working the whole day~♫ (together) all hopes just fade~♩ when is my last day!♭

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

為何總是學不會放棄希望...

為何總是學不會放棄希望...所以我永遠只會一次比一次更失望, 更絕望.

FAILED.

Yet again been wiped out as useless & hateful weed, now all I unleashed out is repent & lamentable weep.

I failed my boss, my seniors, my colleagues, my family, my friends, everybody including myself, for everytime- I swore to did my very best; to go all out, for WHATEVER it takes. Whatever. Yet I failed. My only effort was paid to saying empty words.

COMPLETE FAILURE. Again and again.

Now that I know -
I could never learn from my painful lessons - that in this world nothing could be worst; it would just get worse and worse, ever and forever.

If there is one man that I could kill at this moment...

Thursday, May 13, 2010

有苦自己知, lol



第一次係現實中聽到醫生好認真咁講:

1. 你幾時要放病假, 就隨時搵我啦.
2. 老實講, 呢個病係無藥醫既.
3. 依家俾你食既藥都剩係治標唔治本既...都係要靠你自己

好似拍戲咁, 忍唔住差D想笑, 哈哈

第一次係朝9晚六咁返工, 不過係請住病假黎做既~
聽日又係有病假紙都照要返, 哈哈, 真係有苦自己知.XD

死撐死撐死撐再死撐...依家撐到血壓爆煲變左高血壓 @@
一日頭痛到要食兩粒必理痛, 要食安眠藥先訓得著... T_T
應該差唔多可以釘蓋啦?!